living life as a low value male is utterly miserable</br>
people were happy to see me when they were under the impression that i was a woman</br> 
absolutely, it was a lie. a lie that came at the expense of other people (women). i struggled to live with that lie. but my life has been immeasurably worse since i decided to detransition</br>
i wish i could live this conscious lie forever. i wish i could be as retarded as the TRAs </br>
when it's too much, you can find me stuck to the tires of an eighteen-wheeler</br>
no one likes a low-life </br>
there's no pride in weakness. i am weak.</br>